2017

So, I left for the Caribbeans the first week of January (Dec 29, 2016 to Jan 6, 2017) and celebrated the new year a little too much....
Since I came back, same pace: I don't know what's going on, I am starving in the evening, craving everyday for sugar and fat food. Jumping from crepes to whipped cream puffs, from cream pasta to chocolate. I am dying.....
I think I have 60 Lbs extra.....

Feb 2, 2017: 179 Lbs. I did a quick jump on the bathroom scale and was just horrified. But I even don't need the scale, because I see myself in the mirror, and  believe me, it 's ugly. I have this buoy all around my waist...
The only good point: I never stopped exercising, 3 times a week, regularly. From intense dance classes to Pilates. I know I grow a stronger muscular body, my legs are way stronger, and my flexibility improves. My studio is going to add more dance classes starting September, and I will add a barre class. So, the goal is to lose the max weight I can before September (24 Lbs would already be great)
I need a huge motivation for that. But how could I explain,  how not motivated I am with the political situation in my country ? My job on hold ;  The huge permanent stress, the oppression, the anxiety to discover what the night brought us new. In the middle of the Winter, with a gloomy weather, you have to be so strong not to fall now !